"Back"

Sinking deep into the darkness. No one can save me. Will anyone try to save me. A rotting body and a captured soul. I just want to be free from all this pain.


  ¶ 12/18/2004 02:37:00 PM

  "About You"

Closing my eyes, i cling on to some truth that you might still be there. Alone and wanting. Waiting and willing.

I'll swallow this.
I'll swallow this.

Just dont go away. My body churns in twisted sickness with thoughts of your adsence. I dont want it to be this way.

Lying alone. The wave overcomes me. Maybe you could be my escape. I'll ride away with you. Away from the pain of my disillusion. Would you love me if i crawled into bed with you. Will you hate me when you learn that i have been secretly fantasing you.

An innocent want. I will not let it take over. In the arms of others i seek solitude and peace. I'll try to be better. I'll try to be stronger. Will you be there for me at the end of this climb?

  ¶ 12/18/2004 02:18:00 PM