Under the Noctilcalitic Moon
"Sideways Morning"
The cold bites at my skin. The bile rises and fall in the sack of my body. Where is the Vanilla Girl that was promised to the world. I drag and crawl myself across the bedroom floor. I'm dying and i still love you.
"The Red Peach"
You followed me to my hallow of pain. Took my hand and whispers your secret name. In a thousand years my trust you shall earn. I want to die and fall away, but you keep hold me back. Keeping me in the light by your side.
I'm afraid of my darkness. My solitude is eating me. I'm afraid of loneliness, a ghost in the shadow. Can you save me from my own destruction?
A hero. A warrior. You know the way of Spirit. Who am i to tell you otherwise. In my tiny body, fallen from grace, I'm in no position to show you the way i know.
Thank you for being there.
"Ghost - I Loved You Once"
In a plastic box of memories of things long dead, you came to me in a travel worn time warp. Of things you owed me. Of words you stole from me. I still hate you as i breathe in your name.
Why couldn't it be easier. Why didn't you love me more. Was i not the goddess of your dreams. Armed with your manuscripts of doubts and stolen words born from madness, you tore at my bones and brought me down on my knees.
In a world of lies, i gave you the truth. Emptied by your demands, I took you by the hand and led you to paradise. For the thanks i get, i guess you know too well. You must make your mother proud.
"The First Man of God"
Hello again. Do you remember my face? Do you remember my skin as you slid yours over mine? Is it still the same? Do you recall how i called out your name when you made me fall from grace. Into the darkness i stole our secret. Into nothingness i became as the hollowness swallowed me up inside. The moment you left, I collapes into a memory. Do you remember me at all? How insignificant have i become to you?
Is it time to show my face? In the shadows i've been gathering strength, so that you may see me one day in some blinding glory of how i am suppose to be. In a world of despair, did you want me to save you? did you think i was not worthy of your sacrifices? Come and pick me off my wooden floors and into your open arms i will rest my body against all the lies and all the pains. i'll put to rest all the uncertainties and your fears.
"I'm Tired of You"
Updates.. Updates...
Honey Obsession - Please take a number as you join the queue.
Pet Love - He worships the ground I walk on.
Personal Image - I have an alter ego now.. she hurts me sometimes.
Geek Mode - I need to study!
