Under the Noctilcalitic Moon
"Killing the Groom"
It's your fantasy to marry me. this empty corpse you're so afraid to hold so close. Maybe i'm better then i have received from you. Your talk behind my back kills me. If you could just come a little closer, my world would be complete. If you could hold a little sturdier, i'd stay with you until the end of time.
Burying my face in your flesh. Sucking up your scent as you caress me. Evil Genius. Selfish Lover. I'm dying inside. You're my heaven's gate.
"It's Been Too Long But Not Long Enough"
Etching away at my veins. The wards have stayed up and kept you at bay. I'm not interested in loving you. The pain of disappointment and disapproval. My Scars of Glory. I hate it that things had to turn out this way. The turning point. A crucial dillusion. Swallowed up my anger and i told you i love you. I need you to keep things save. My lover forever. Once Upong a Time, that was true.
"An Embellished Story of Ice Cream"
Sabriel Dark Epic Drama Queen says:
ben msged me back!
Sabriel Dark Epic Drama Queen says:
i'm just going to ignore it
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URGH
Sabriel Dark Epic Drama Queen says:
it's too good a day to spoil it
/// says:
another name that I've added to my hate list is Jerry or Geri or anything that sounds like it
Sabriel Dark Epic Drama Queen says:
how come?
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was thinking the other day, I have another 'friend' geri who I just realised did some stuff to me
/// says:
so ... ben & jerrys etc
/// says:
im totally avoiding that ice cream also
Sabriel Dark Epic Drama Queen says:
lol
/// says:
yeah thats how much I dislike those names lol
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I cant wait to meet Hagen and Daz
Sabriel Dark Epic Drama Queen says:
2 belguim hotties?
"Officially Into Himbos"
He's so gorgeous all hot and sweaty and sticky. The best bit's when he hops into the shower and while i stand by and watch him soap himself up and down!
If only he wore glasses!
Don't say a word my sweet. It might spoil my little fantasy!
*faint*
(Meet me round the corner for a bit.. i just want to fondle your sweet candy ass!)
"Exhibitionism"
If you want to see more, unfortunately you'll have to pay me. Please google elsewhere to get your cheap thrills. I will not be posting up photos of myself. This is a free site after all and i'd like to think i'm worth more then that. Go find someone else to masturbate over, you hentai losers! I don't live existentially for you to objectify me! I can sit infront of my full lenght mirror and do that myself! I guess you'd wish you were me right now eh? eh? Exclusive to members only. Please hand over your emotions and dosh and we'll see what management can do for you.
My mother (the coperate goddess that she is/?was?) used to tell me stories about her work place. Gossip. That sorta stuff. About how there were all these women throwing themselves at men at various functions and work situations for whatever reasons. She ended it off with something along the lines of "Even prostittutes get paid for putting out. These women do it for free."
I'm all for free love and all that jazz but... sometimes things tend to look kinda iffy even to me.
Make up your own minds and leave me alone. If you love me you love me. I'm not going to tell you to hate me. I can do that myself too.
"Dont Give Me Excuses, Give Me Results"
I repeat: I AM YOUR BETTER! YOUR BETT-TA!!!
"Cause I'm Love Sick"
Love makes me want to crawl up into a dark corner and die. I keep thinking about it and how it makes me feel. It makes me want to throw up. It makes me crave my next hit. An addiction. I just want more till i'm off the wall in it. Withdrawal hurts. I can feel myself cave in inside.
