"Lolita Dreams"

Did he tell you my secrets? Do you think i'm a whore? I'm only a creature of nature. I can't make apologies for myself. Everyday since you first placed your hand against my being, things are starting to fade. this infatuation. i need to hear from you. i need to feel more of your affection. Was it all a dream? Would we be betrayed by your honestly? Wait for me. I'm a raising start now, just over the horizons. I'll make you proud.

Would you dislike me if i told you that who i'm with is good to me? He makes me happy. He makes me sing. That sounds strange and cliche but i can't put it in other words. Do you blame me for keeping myself happy?

I dream of the day you arrive at my door with roses. A token of reality to this fantasy mythos i've created around you. My lucky charm. My will-to-you. I'll be shinning on day. Just you wait and see.

Does my obsession scare you? I'm worried. You're just a dream. Give me a sign please! Blind faith is enough but your touch again would be my divinity.  ¶ 7/04/2005 03:50:00 AM