"I Hate You/Don't Leave Me, Just Go/Don't Walk Away"
I dont want to be here. I can't take this anymore. I wish someone would clip my arteries and leave me for dead. I can't do this. I'm so tired of here, there, me and myself.
Who's this person staring at me in the mirror? I hate her so much. There is no more me. There's only dust. I can't take this...
Angels above. Demons below. What a lie. What a inverse of truth. Let me go. I admit that i failed. I admit that i failed everyone and that i am to blame. There is so much more to be done, but i can't do it.
Strap me down. It'll all make sense. Don't open your eyes. Just dream away. There will be no lost, if you didn't not know the true value of it anyway...ignorance is bliss, isn't that what they say?
Nothing was ever meant to be fair. I know that. I grew up with that. The way things are, are the way things are. He hates me. He's suppose to hate me. Everything is a lie.
Remember love. Remember the truth. Everything else is a trick. Don't believe it for a second.
Thumping, Thumping goes my head. My ears ring as the pressure is released against them. Break my skull, bruise my brain please. The takes away the misery. The pain is everything. This tempts and tortures. I hate this. I hate myself. Why am i alone. Why did i have to do this alone? Lies... Kill me now. You have no real need for me, I'm only the iron glove that allows you to reach up the touch the sun. You dont care. You dont know and you dont want to know. I'm nothing. There's nothing to know.
Hold the universe in your bear hands. You will perish. I can't watch. I can't watch us die.
I'm nothing now.
My Condamnation, My Salvation.
Sanctuary, I plea. Or Eternal Oblivion. I dont want to care. I dont want to choose. It's only star dust.
