"Slamming Against the Wall to Stop Myself from Falling to Peices"

Why can't there just be a moment of silence between us?

I dont want to fight anymore. I just want to lie there with you. A moment of peace. I don't want to cry. I just want to stay there beside you. No words. There have been too many words. Meaningless words that only hurt us.

Everything i touch turns to shit. Everything that i am is but poison. Why won't you help me? I'm not important enough. Sometimes i know that if i disappear it would all be the better for you. Will you ever stop me? I hate being here. I hate everything about me.

Stop this damage, please. I'm dropping over the edge. Take me into your arms. Everything is a lie. I'm hurting so much.

I just want to be in love with you.

My head hurts. I'm alone. I dont know what to do. I dont want to talk anymore. Everything hurts.

I dont want to get over you.

I just want to make it through everything with you.

I want to cry.

I'm so tired.

I'm in love with you.
  ¶ 6/10/2004 09:39:00 PM