"Unimportance"

A twisted spiral. I am falling again. I am of no importance, and that is my role. I play the unimportance. To him. For him.

It's unfair. I know it is, but i have no more will to unslaught this attack with agression. Acceptance before Love. Ingraved in my head is Hope, but it is glazed thinly now.

Instead of screams, i throw up my emotions, watching them fall through my hands, like sands of time.

Again I feel betrayed, but i am of no importance.

There he lays there with blurs i cannot see. I do not want to see. Dig out my eyes. It is not right.

Away my heart. Away my throat.

I hide.

I shouldn't be important, for i am unworthy in his eyes.
  ¶ 7/03/2004 12:32:00 PM