"Hand"

Hallucinations. Wanting more. Wishing a parrallel was there for us to escape to for a while. I can't let you go but you'll disappear soon. Maybe it's better this way. It's not like I know you ever cared. Just another person passing through life as it is. I can't stand this longing.

Maybe i was too reserve, but i wanted to hold you so close and comfort you. Your cool exterior betrays your soul. I know it. I can feel you, but only because i'm feeling through the pain too.

I could not say goodbye with warmth in my heart, because i knew that it would be a little colder here without you, perchance to have in my arms. A distraction from the stoney world.

Thinking and feeling way too much for our comprehension. A truth we can't deny. We'll just let these emotions slip away, in self preservasion and control. Rare beasts of a different creed. Freaks immortally.

Was there a connection or was it all in my head?

  ¶ 9/13/2004 09:39:00 AM