"I'm Glad"

Your friends will always be there for you. A physical comfort and a quiet conversation is all i could ever give you. I'm sorry i was never enough.

These will be the people you will never beat away. These will be the people you will have at the end of the day. I cannot stand up to you because of how you hold me down. I'm trapped. I'm dying but i can't say anything to upset you. I'm glad. I'm contented to die here in your arms. Eventhough i might not feel anything anymore. Beaten and broken. You'd never do that to your friends.

Don't look for me. I have my own problems too. Don't try to comfort me and blame me for your self impositions. You dont owe me. You can't tell me what i should be feeling when you touch me.

Go to your friends. I'm worthless to you.

  ¶ 9/27/2004 06:53:00 PM