"Just You"

Falling from my own inhibitions, a sugar crusted lie dances under the candied skies. Hungry for the touch of tomorrow, i turn away from your face as you leave indefinately. Shut me out. Go away. Your invisible charms still hold me hostage. I cling to every sign you give me. Somehow I'll get through this on my own.

Unshaken by our situation, damn to the fates to have put us at odds. I look forward to a time and place, private and fine to be with you. A connection longing to be rekindled and made. Fear grips me at the thought of such a chance. A doomed affair. I am happy where i am.

A distance look. A stir from our common sin. Your eyes meet mine and I know and feel what could have, should have been. In your eyes, I still stand no where close to your diva, but i'm so much more. I could have been so much more.

Your tokens i hold close to my heart. A stolen peice of you, the intentions of their possession ignored. Part of you, part of me. I hold you close. I dont want to slip and let it go.

Haunted by your face.

Put me at rest.

I still dream of you.

  ¶ 9/01/2004 11:01:00 PM