"They Were Always There for You"

Get out of my bed. Stop saying her name. It has nothing to do with me. You're here alone with me. Did you have to bring them in. Did i have to share you, even when you were trying comfort me?

It is not jealousy. Do not flatter yourself.

All that is truly here, is my frustration. If you understood me and how i felt, it would not be this way.

Did you say jealousy again? Am i that stupid to you? Leave. Please go. There is nothing more to say.

I stand alone, as you walk away in your stubborn resolution, so willing to believe your own shallow perception without wanting to understand me.

I'm upset and alone, and you comfort me by turning our attention away from me. The best cure for my loneliness, i'm sure you're the smart one. Thank god you don't practice.

Go back to your sluts and slags. You'd understand them.

Not me, I'm probably beyond you and your function. You're not screwed up, you're just an idiot.

It doesn't matter. They were always there for you. Watch while they catch you and make me disappear. It doesn't matter. You'll always have them. You ensured that. What about me? When did your hand slip from me as i faded into the nothingness you promised to rescue me from?

Liar.

Pointless.

I don't want to talk anymore.

  ¶ 9/02/2004 11:04:00 PM