"Utter Compliance"

You expect me to obey and sooth your wounded spirit, yet you throw me aside like i am nothing to you.

Everyday i find is harder and harder to trust you as you slam me up against your double standards. In your silence, you've captured me. In my isolation, i want to die.

I did what you told me to do. Out of my way, against my will, i did it to please you. I have nothing in return. You did not believe me anyway. You never believed me anyway.

There is nothing i can do to change my situation but leave.

There's no where for me to run.

I hate you for all your choices. Did you ever spare a thought for me? I hope your blind panic, ignorance and pride was worth all of me.

All your broken promises - I abject to your dreams.

Lies and more lies.

I hate you.

  ¶ 9/08/2004 10:26:00 PM