"Movements"

Phase 1: You're still here in my heart. I think of you when i've hit a low. I'm coming down. I laugh as I suck into myself a deadly need for comfort. Love me. Love me. I can't wait that long. It's all coming together. My want. My need. Pray you'll never know my deceit, my betrayal to myself.

Phase 2: You are my everything. My light. My tunnel to paradise. My beautiful beautiful lease to a new life. Away from the darkness. I'd hold on to you. Press myself against your thorns. I dont mind. I'll bleed for you if it made me closer to you

Phase 3: Your grace touches me like no other. Your innocence and sincerity quenches my darkness. I shiver at your touch. Your power moves me. I'm but a stain to your perfection. Hold me for a while longer. I'd let you go, but i'd fade without your embrace.

Phase 4: You're still here. You've always been here. Through the lies and the hate. The pain of my soul and body which you tortured with such glee to take back what you said i stole from you. Scars and stitches to remind me of the truth. I didn't nto deserve this pain. I still long for you.

Phase 5: My one true love. My darling. You'll stay for a while before you'd need to go. I'll take care of you till then.  ¶ 10/19/2004 08:36:00 PM