"You Again"

Get out of my head. I'm dreaming of you again. This time you said you loved me. It's messing me up. I'd grip at thoughts of you if i could, even in futile lust and divine-like devotion but i cannot let these shadows take me down with you. I wish i could. I wish you were here.

You held on to me. I didn't want to let you go. Please dont go. I can't take this anymore.

Uninspired. The words dont come out right. I love you. I love you. I love you. I could. But I wont. Not now. Not ever.

Would i die of embarrassement if you ever read this and knew it was you i was talking about? Would you even care.

Your face. Your fingers. Your hands on me. I shiver at the thought of you when i betray myself with thoughts of you. Unfair. Are you dreaming of me too?  ¶ 11/25/2004 09:04:00 PM

  "Did You Know"

Did you know that you were always him. The him i spoke of in my sleep. My hero. My Angel. My Demon. My Peace. Did you know you took him away from me. I love you. I loved you. I'd take it all away if i could. But i can't. Did you know? Do you know how i feel?

  ¶ 11/02/2004 07:06:00 PM