"You Again"

Get out of my head. I'm dreaming of you again. This time you said you loved me. It's messing me up. I'd grip at thoughts of you if i could, even in futile lust and divine-like devotion but i cannot let these shadows take me down with you. I wish i could. I wish you were here.

You held on to me. I didn't want to let you go. Please dont go. I can't take this anymore.

Uninspired. The words dont come out right. I love you. I love you. I love you. I could. But I wont. Not now. Not ever.

Would i die of embarrassement if you ever read this and knew it was you i was talking about? Would you even care.

Your face. Your fingers. Your hands on me. I shiver at the thought of you when i betray myself with thoughts of you. Unfair. Are you dreaming of me too?  ¶ 11/25/2004 09:04:00 PM