Under the Noctilcalitic Moon
"Made Me Cry"
Why would I throw everything away just to be with you?
He loves me more then anyone else. My pet. He never hurts me. He knows not how.
I feel like i'm living a shameless dream.
In a Wonderland, I realized that what we have now might just be another happy dream, my pet.
An awful mistress. How could i ever throw you out in the cold. What should i do? Are you going to lay down beside me and help me through it all?
I feel so alone
"End of Oblivation"
We were in a buidling, stilling in a circle. I was glad that you were there. I shouted out i loved you before the world came to an end for us. I felt my body drift away. My mind went into an infinate trip and i knew we were all going to die. I'm glad i said what i wanted to say. All of you. I love you. Know that. I may not be the best of persons, but i'm trying hard to be someone you'd be proud of. The trip ended and we were all there, still in the building, in a circle. It felt like a trip. This is a game of you.
"Finding the Reflection"
I wake up blur eyed and alone. There's a body next to me and i realise that it's only an extension of my own. This emptiness fueled with dreams that belong to someone else. A Dover Road Petition. A house that's not my own, filled with people i dont know. A Murderer with an Ax(e). Restless again, i draw upon invisible hands to help me through to day.
The child I was. The girl i still am. The person i still want to become. A step away that seems too distant to take. I'm afraid of the world.
"The Pain of Having"
In the darkness, i try not to fall into gothic proses. I'm not like that. A shadow. An anti of my very being. There is some darkness but there is light as well. A balance of the soul. I yearn to see my own reflection. More then ever, I seek to find a self inside this being of having. I have you and you and you and you and you and you and you, but it's never enough. Because the you i want is not there. I know that i have to make it on my own.
