"The Pain of Having"

In the darkness, i try not to fall into gothic proses. I'm not like that. A shadow. An anti of my very being. There is some darkness but there is light as well. A balance of the soul. I yearn to see my own reflection. More then ever, I seek to find a self inside this being of having. I have you and you and you and you and you and you and you, but it's never enough. Because the you i want is not there. I know that i have to make it on my own.  ¶ 2/16/2005 03:24:00 PM