"If It Was Just Me"

Left alone. The world outside makes me feel all empty and hallow. Changing my life. Destroying myself to suit and match the imagery inside. I never had a fixed self. I never believed in fixed truth. Whatever you clung onto was only a whisper of who i really am.

In my violence. In my sanity. In your dreams i was a Goddess. In Paradise. Another Pill. Nothing can make things better now.

In darkness deep. A crimson tear. From my arms you bleed like my own reflection. This is not some gothic fantasy. This is me and it was once your own. Dont judge the judge. Dont lie and say you aren't still mine. Do you not grasp my meaning? Do you not see my light?  ¶ 6/14/2005 10:52:00 AM