"Those Chemical"

Everytime I look at my blister pack full of antidepressants i remind myself that i do not want o go there again. That sick oozing feeling. That unhappy, sedated daze. No. I'm not like that anymore. I have to stop punishing myself for everything that goes wrong. I know I'm stronger now. They are all just scars of my past because I made myself into a chamber of bad memories. There is a life beyond that.  ¶ 6/17/2005 11:47:00 PM