"Another Today"

I'm killing myself from the inside. If you hate me just say it. It's not like i can't take it. You could know me for a thousand years and never learn to read me straight. I'm not right. I'm a little bent and broken. It's not just a bad day. I swear. It's me...

Wrapped up in your arms. I can't feel a thing. I'm numb from the core. Ice. I need to breathe...

Nothing is making sense. An empty wasteland. You dont even hear me.

Am i just your play thing? Am i just your toy? Kill me. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me. I'm already gone.

I'm angry on the inside. I amaze myself for being so collected on the outside. I'm not some damsel in distress. I'm not your baby doll. I'm chaos. A monster. An abomination. Tragic and Beautiful. I will not be your prey. I will not be circled like a fawn. These doe-eyes are a trap. I'll rip you to peices if given a chance. I can't help myself. I'm nothing but bloodlust.

Destroy me or destroy yourself. Before it's too late.  ¶ 9/30/2005 03:38:00 AM