"Endless"
Lying in bed. The shadows still surround me. Looming over head. I know it'll all pass too. I'm missing part of me. I'm broken in to a thousand peices. You do make me feel like a freak. When the darkness envolpes me, you still make me feel home. The worst is always impendingly close. But still, i'm save at home having you share my pain, right beside me. It never feels right when you're not there. I dont think this is love.
In my heart, i can hear the chords. The blood rushes to my head yet again. There's nothing here but me alone with myself. I'm ok. He'll be here soon.
In the dim twilight, i can still find my way back home to you. Nothing's going to hurt me. I feel so small and alone. I can't say that i'm sorry just yet. There's so much pain that has become part of me. Lost in a cloud of nothing and anger. I hate myself. I can feel the life draining out of me, yet i know i'll get home some how back to you.
Held up so tight and thin, i feel frail in your presences. Deep inside there's a strenght between us that was once glorious and full. Has it all gone away? Am i just a empty shell. Marrow sucked out and dried. you holds me close and i can breathe again. Where are these invisible enemies that hide in the shallows? I see these lost souls wandering around. I feel so trapped in this madness. He takes me hand and i find my ground again.
People say things all the time. What's real now? Your endless stories about nothing. I am a flaw in the machanics. Industrial Dreaming. Lying here away from the truth. Reality bites at me hard and cold. I can't change my mind. Drowning away from you. Save me somehow. Save me now. It's not like i haven't been here before. Missing you. A growing hate. I'm so confused in this swirl of black and white. I wish i could collapes into a thousand peices and give it all away. Lost and lonely. In pain. In the wrong place. My desire to be this way is endless. You move in my mind like a ghost. Haunting me. Stalking me. I'm still alone. i just have with you beside me now. I'm afraid.
