"Undecided Poison"

I want to leave this place for good. There's no point being here. You wont miss me until i'm truly gone and there's nothing more i care to tell you. I'm tired of living in your shadow. Please stop hurting me. Please take away this pain. There's something about me that turns the world to poison and draws the madness out of everyone. i want to die. this is no way to live. Overwhelming misery. Unrequired honesty. Steadfast i hold on to the hope that things will turn out right. Naive. Innocences. I'm falling to pieces. Drowning inside of you.  ¶ 10/28/2005 01:42:00 PM