"Wanting"
I should have lied. I should have said no. I should have never picked up the phone. but how could i ever turn my back on you. Sweet pathetic blind fool. I'm better then you and yet i've returned to you.
I can't stand your games. I can't stand you! i hate it. I hate myself for being so weak and so small infront of you. Collapsing in your arms. I can't go on like this...