"You Used Me, I Hate You"

Eat up the dust and choke on your spit. I lie away from you. Closer to your heart where i draw my knife and sink it deep inside that beating heart of ice. Denial and Pain, without truth and honor. You're just a little lost boy with out any manners. Thank God i never liked you much but i still dont like it when someone trashes me. Can't you appreciate my empathy. You're so numbed out by your stupidity. You're so insecure about your soul. I can't help you. Never really wanted to. But it's only fair that you should've played nice and let me have my way because my cards were down faced open all around and you needed a friend to be there. I'm so tired of being your slave. I'm so tired of watching out for you. I can't build your stepping stones for you any longer. You're running towards the deep in. Collateral Damage. Insanity.
  ¶ 10/10/2005 11:56:00 PM