Dear Vice President of the Pet Association,

I’m not sure when you’ll get this letter, but by then I suppose that we have already broken up. It is unfortunate that things had to turn out this way and I understand that you are not responsible for it.

For the past few days all I’ve heard is the frustration in your voice. I never wanted to hear that tone from you. It makes me cringe. That heaviness and lifelessness made me realize that I had overstayed my welcome.

It is better off that we are apart. Please don’t make this any hard then it is for me. You’ve made me realize that I’m nothing but a burden to you.

Your life seems fulfilling and full of people who care about you. I only wish I could have contributed more. I wish I could have felt more part of it.

Our time together made me very happy. But I’m afraid that it has to end now. At the end of the day, I feel foolish for thinking that things could have worked out. I had wished you would understand me more. Being beside you has only made me realized how twisted I am on the inside. As you said, I am inappropriate. I agree with that.

I wished our parting words were kinder and gentler. I know there’s nothing I can do about it now. I’m truly sorry.

I’ll always think of you as my knight in shining armor. I just wish that I never woke up from that dream.

There’s so much more I want to say but I can’t. I feel empty and hollow
inside.

Our separation, even though circumstantial, tore me up into a million pieces to which I can never recover. If only you could have empathized with me.

I love you.

S-Chan

Ps. It would be very much like you to read this letter and pretend that it never existed. Some of my happiest moments, were when you were crying with me. At least I knew then that you were feeling what I was.