"To Make You Make You Make You"

What can i say to make you feel better?

I'm so far away, far apart from where you are. I'm in a different world and even the scent of blood smells like candy here. We're so different. I'm an alien to you.

I was once your princess. Slipping through your fingers and loving you just as i loved myself. In the end you walked away from my curled up misery instead of holding me close and loving me.

Now i've been tossed around. You've fooled around. I'm nothing to you. You said you were a hero for all of the world. You're not that great. You've fallen away from the true grace. I lied for you. I've held you even when heaven forsaked me. I'm the martyr. The Golden Mary. Did you not love me more when i gave it all up for you?

I loved you. I loved you. Touching your skin. Drove me insane.

Now i'm sober. Swallowed into depression. You reach for me when i am dead. Holding on to nothingness. I'm drifting into insanity. I'm alone in this eternity.
  ¶ 11/04/2005 08:35:00 PM