"Violent Girl, Violent World"

I don't know what the world is turning to. I don't understand why everything is hurting. I feel like it's slowly resonating with my worst fears. I feel like nothing I do can change this chaos. I know that life goes on and I know that life is what we make of it. But I stand against so much tension and the obstacles seem so formidable that i can't even begin to understand the problem. i wake up from my sleep, my final sanctuary, and i have face the world with so full of violence with the violence and pain inside myself, the brooding darkness. I can't focus on this.  ¶ 12/13/2005 09:42:00 PM