"What Is That Suppose To Mean?"

What did it mean when he said he had to check in with his girlfriend? I was once his girl. I was once in love with him. Maybe i'm still there? Maybe i'm not here anymore. I'm lose in a sea of want and need, but not for him. I'm in need of someone closer, someone better. i'm in deep trouble cuz i can't tell the difference between right and wrong anymore. I'm dreaming of a better time, a better place. My time is over. Our time is over. I'm sorry but i can't love you anymore. I can't save you if you dont want to be save. I'm your sentinal. I'm am Everything around you. Do you really whisper my true name in your sleep and prayers? Was that all just in my head?  ¶ 12/05/2005 08:07:00 PM