"In Ten Days"

i hear your voice from afar and wonder why i bother to listen to your words as the cut through me so sensibly. i cry alone over all the hurt and the pain that we've both been through. sometimes i wonder why i go on like this. your jealousy was only a sense of childishness. all this while i thought i was something more to you. holding out and hoping that this nightmare would end.

In ten days you'll liberate me for a while. to your adventures, your grand scheme, you'll fly into oblivion. the pact you have made with others. your lust for passion without soul. i'm counting the days till my freedom comes and again the days when i see your face again.

seeking nothing but your comfort. yearning nothing but your joy. loving you was never meant to be a walk on broken glass. in this emptiness i find nothing but my foolish wish.

In ten days, my life will change. They fall like suicidal bodies into the darkness. In ten days, will we love each other again in our childish ways. I'm counting down.  ¶ 2/08/2006 12:26:00 AM